She was 18, just three weeks short of 19, a young mother, working hard to make a good life for her and her young son. During the week she attended nursing college. On weekends she worked 12 hour shifts at the hospital. She really wanted and deserved her dream trip to Honolulu to spend Christmas with her oldest brother, Justin, who was stationed there in the Army. She was thrilled to be going and I was happy for her. She asked nothing of me but to borrow my luggage.
She had asked for a skydiving ticket as a Christmas gift. It was something she mentioned she wanted to do when she came to pick up my luggage and I vehemently discouraged. But Justin, being an avid skydiver himself, wanted to fulfill her wish and bought her the ticket as a combination Christmas and birthday present. It was the last gift she would receive. The date was 12-22-02.
It had been a busy Sunday, the last weekend before Christmas. Gifts had been purchased but had just been wrapped earlier that day. I sat down for a quick meal and had almost finished when the phone rang. It was my son, Justin. He sounded as if he was in the Holiday spirit enjoying his sister's visit, laughing. But it wasn't laughter. It was shock and raw pain. He said, "She's gone, Mom. She's gone." It took a few seconds and the question from me, "Who's gone? before I heard the answer. I knew it was coming and dreaded hearing, "Maggie," he sobbed. "Maggie's gone." It was as if I'd been deeply pierced in the stomach and the knife began to turn. I remember screaming, "NO!" Then I collapsed in the chair by the phone. Sobs began. When I could speak I asked what had happened. Justin choked out, "The chutes didn't open. She and the instructor were both killed. I saw it happen, Mom." My heart sunk further feeling his guilt and anguish.
I remember this phone call:'( I remember so much of this. I had just gotten to a friends house when my mom called and told me she got a call from dad and that the accident happened. I told her I knew somethinf happened but I didn't know who it happened to or what had happened.... we had a talent show and it was the last day before christmas break and we were in thr middle of a scene. Luckiky I was one of the sleeping children. Cuz I literally broke a sweat, my heart started to race and I couldnt catch my breath and i felt as if i i got hit by a truck. Then it passed and my friends wanted to know what happened. We got through it bc we were awesome at improv. I went to my car and made a call to everyone and everyone was ok. I went to my friends house that night and my mom said dad called and maggie had been killed. That made thr episode make so much sense at school and from then on I'd dream about her and I still remember one of them sooo vividly. I hope I never forget. A lot of the words were mumbly for most of the dream. but as clear as day I heard her voice and saw her face say I love you. Ill never forget it.
ReplyDeleteSo you're saying you felt something was terribly wrong when you were performing in your talent show?
DeleteI didn't panic but I had a very bad feeling about her trip. Somehow I knew she wouldn't be coming home.
This family has strong intuition. I had been worried about Justin for a few months but I thought it would be a car accident. And he had been worried about something bad happening to his 4 year old.
Interesting...
yes i knew..i knew something happened, but like i said i didnt know who it had happened to and i didnt know what had happened i just knew something wasnt right. but i checked in on everyone, and everyone that answered was ok... i have never experienced it since then
ReplyDeleteThe 12 hour shifts she worked on the weekends allowed me to get to know Kaden so well. She would drop him off either on Friday night or early Saturday morning and pick him up Sunday night after work. We decided early on that this would be better for her and Kaden. Not have to wake him up early and give Maggie some free time on Saturday night.
ReplyDeleteHer last day at work before she left she stopped to get Kaden and we gave her a check for her birthday. She put it into the pocket of her work smock. We wished her the best for her birthday and Christmas and said we would see her when they got back.
I remember the call from Phil. I didn't believe it and sadly made him say it again. Shock and denial. A couple of weeks later when we were sorting through some of her stuff I found the check we had given her still in the pocket of the work smock.
I miss that little girl every day. She was only in my life for a short period but she made a big impression on me. It was easy to be fond of her. I was so proud of the way she was taking life head on and I told her so. She wanted a good life for her and Kaden and was working towards that. She would have accomplished everything she wanted.